| Friday, November 4th, 2005 |
| 2:16 am |
star and cars the life so far
so I pretty much am better than anyone else you know today it hit me ya know what if something isn't a big part of my life then it shouldn't be such a big part of my thoughts right I shouldn't let you take over my life just cuz you needed my help one day right so yeah fuck you you ruined my life before why should I let you do it to me again you fucked up you wasted a good chance. I would have made your life as perfect as I could given the chance but you wasted it. well yeah so on a lighter note I am really happy right now. but you know what that could all change really fast hmm kay UPDATE |
| Monday, October 31st, 2005 |
| 2:58 pm |
that certain someone
I think there are 2 different people in this world for you and the one you meet decides how your life with be one is just perfect and you'll be happy forever blah blah and the other well the other is trouble they will cause so much pain and you will lose them and have to always deal with the fact that you will always love them even if you meet the other one now you will still love them and there is no way to change it because you found them first |
| Thursday, October 27th, 2005 |
| 11:21 am |
fading disalution
well yeah my life is so insane I feel like I need to move on and try some new stuff meet new people, but at the same time I know that all I want to do with my life is the same old thing. I mean I don't count work as part of my life I am going to go to school soon and try to make something of my self but when it comes to home life I just feel like siting around maybe playing some poker drinking a little or just being with the girl I care about. I feel so lazy and I know that that pissed sandy off when we were together I don't think any girl just wants to sit around and do nothing which kinda sucks cuz I don't like people and I don't like going out fuck |
| Tuesday, October 25th, 2005 |
| 2:18 am |
Holy crap I found my password dosent mean I'm going to update like I use to haha |
| Thursday, February 26th, 2004 |
| 11:18 am |
darkness in the world i grow cold your beautiful for me unfurled a love so perfect cannot be told the stealing of this beauty the most evil sin to end your exist my only duty cut off his breath my pains fin... |
| Thursday, February 5th, 2004 |
| 6:08 pm |
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| Sunday, January 11th, 2004 |
| 8:30 pm |
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